“In the fall of my seventeenth year, I was alone in the mountains mowing grass for the cows at a boarding school in the mountains. The wind was blowing pleasantly and clouds were slowly drifting across the sky. I was lying on my back, using the grass as a bed. Many insects gathered around my body, which was indescribably pleasant.
After a while, a light suddenly appeared from the left side of my body, and when I saw the light, I was awakened. The sense of time and space disappeared, there were no boundaries to anything, and I felt that everything was one. There was no more separation between myself and the world. And I was filled with an omnipotent feeling of understanding everything at the same time, and I felt so happy that I could not imagine a better feeling of happiness.
But think about it. Do boundaries exist in this world?
For me, the feeling I got from this experience seems to be true.
When I paint, I tune in to the feeling of everything being one. Like tuning in to a radio channel. Motifs emerge from there. I match the composition, colours, and lines to that feeling.
And I want to make the vibrations coming out of the painting as strong as possible.”
– Tadashi Toyama
Ryan Huggins (b. 1991) Trinidad, lives and works in Düsseldorf.
Ryan Huggins is a figurative painter whose paintings are a fusion of ideas surrounding alternative youth sub cultures within queer communities. Huggins examines the vocabulary on queer references and terminologies in relation to body, social identity and gender as a growing language.
“The paintings within the exhibition Heat Waves breath life into queer social gatherings.
Parties meet indoor swimming pools, music, sharp lights and dark shadows. The small impressionist style figures, all men, fill the painting to gather a sense of fun, celebration and atmosphere. Also on display are life sized figures and portraits of young men propped by light and decoration stimulating a sense of lust and confidence while acknowledging youth and beauty.”
– Ryan Huggins